Friday, April 06, 2007
these few weeks have been really...
i dunno.
i feel like im just living because i have to live.
i cant feel myself.
its just.
'okay its morning. time for school, TIME 4 LIFE all over again'
i dunno what exactly wrong with me.
i know what i did on thursday was wrong. and i know you're disappointed with me. im really sorry. just for this last one/two weeks. thats all im asking for. after that. i wont be like this anymore.
and im still stuck on the issue of whether to bring up the fact that i might wanna consider a transfer in school, to my dear parents.
i dunno what's gotten into me. seriously.
i think IM LOSING MYSELF.
and sometimes i just wanna let go of everything i've held onto for 14years.
say one last goodbye to everyone. and never come back.
fuckit.
whats wrong with me.
someone help please.
this clearly shows i need a psychiatrist as soon as possible
before i turn to self-mutilation,
have suicidal tendencies or
just go ballistic in the head.
And all the reasons that make loving you so easy
The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe
The way you know just what I mean
leaveeeeeeeee like everything else 10:04 PM
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